Whodunit?!

So, today has been a pretty long day for me. Woke up at 8am and got ready for work. Left the house at 9:45am-ish and got there 7 minutes late. Today we served Beef Tips (YUCK), Stuffed Pork Chops, Rice, Potatoes, Mixed Veggies and Dinner Rolls. I worked on the grill for a little bit again. So 1pm rolls around and we shut down the lunch line and I went and cleaned up the salad bar and swept and mopped and clocked off and went home.

On my drive home I was remember a little "contract" I have with my parents so I was mentally preparing myself to do some more cleaning when I went home...dishes and sweep and mop the kitchen, dining room and hallway floor. But to my surprise, my step-dad had already done the dishes. So all I had to do was the floor. Pretty simple.

And back on to my daily workout regimen. Treadmill, Ab-lounge and some push ups to get rid of my ugly arm fat :/. I don't feel like i'm getting smaller at all. I feel like i'm getting HUGER!! My mom is literally losing a pound a day and I feel like i'm gaining 10 pounds a day.

I was going to stop on my way home from work to see Joe. But his sister was going to be home soon and I didn't want to be there when she got there so I figured it was probably a bad idea. I really wanted him to stop by my house before he went to work but I told him it was okay to stop and see me another day. I feel like if I tell him things like this, then he won't feel like i'm bugging him as much. I really don't want to bother him with stupid stuff like wanting to hang out with him all the time or talk to him all the time. I keep having to remind myself that we aren't together and I don't have the right to text him whenever I want or call him whenever I want. I don't have that luxury anymore. I miss him alot. (Have to quit talking about this now!)

:'(

Anyhow. Tomorrow I think I am going to clean up the downstairs and put all of Aiden's toys up in Ariana's old room. Ron had cleaned it out. We need to start keeping this damn house clean!! Everytime anyone cleans anything up, the next day it's messy again! The paternity test came back by the way.......Aiden's father. It's who we all thought it was but this was a guarantee. I'm not too sure i'm happy about the fact that number one: Chelsie is trying to get money out of him and Aiden is NOT seeing any of it, number two: Chelsie is trying to get him to come into Aiden's life...and i'm not sure if that's even the best idea. Aiden's life is stable right now, he doesn't need people coming in and out of his life with no good intentions. And for crying out loud!! Jason gave Chelsie $50 right of the bat for child support and promised more later and guess what....she spent it on herself. Ooooh and I just talked to my dad today and Chelsie has been calling and asking him for money. I told him I hope he isn't giving her any. He told me she called and asked for money for Aiden so he had sent her some...guess what? Aiden did NOT get any of that money. And then she called again and asked him for money to get her cell phone turned back on. How selfish..I wouldn't dare ask my dad for money right now. His mom just died and he had to pay for everything! And he barely gets any money as it is.

Okay well i'm heading off for the night. Goodnight! :)

*Chuck Norris eats steak for every single meal. Most times he forgets to kill the cow.*