Motivation & Missing Him

Worked from 7:30am to 2:30pm. While I was at work Ron had texted me and asked me if I could drive my mom to her appointment today and he would just meet up with us and drive mom home. I came home right after I dropped her off and put Aiden upstairs with a movie and started cleaning downstairs. Picked up all of Aiden's toys and now i'm looking for the motivation to make about 20 trips up and down the stairs to put them in his new play room. *COME ON MOTIVATION!!* So as soon as I take all of the toys upstairs, I'm going to vaccuum and then do the dishes. And then that leaves me with going through EVERYTHING on the kitchen counters and clearing all that stuff off so we actually have counters again!! And then I will do the other living room and sort through the entertainment center and vaccuum in there and then that will be it for the downstairs. I should actually go through the shrunk too and get rid of all the crap in there because God knows there's stuff in there that's over 30 years old that should have been trash 29 years ago hahaha.

From doing the pushups that I have been doing, my arm muscles and my chest muscles are sore. I love the feeling of sore muscles because that means I am accomplishing something. I haven't done my workout yet but i'll get to it.

Joe is supposed to come over today. Yes, for once, my parents told me he can come over to the house. They usually say no because of what happened between me and him but since i'm doing so much around the house I think that they are giving me some slack. He went to the gym at 2:30pm and he's been there ever since....it's 6:30pm. I'm just wondering when he is going to get his butt over here. I really wanted to go out for some Pho tonight but he probably won't. Which I think is stupid! But i'm going to ask anyway. Maybe some Jamba Juice.

I just miss him so much. I really miss seeing him everyday and I miss.....everything actually. I miss looking at my future and he is in it as my everything still, I miss living with him. I miss watching him play video games and playing video games with him. I miss watching movies and cuddling. I miss our late night snacks and I miss his touch....the most.


*Excuse me for a moment*


Well, that's pretty much it for today...well atleast to this point for now. I'm going to get off and probably lay down for a minute. I haven't had any rest since 7am. EXHAUSTED!! hehe. Alrighty, bye :)

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