My Personal Hell

My life has taken a turn...for the worst? for the best? I'm not quite sure yet. But things happen that are out of your control and all you can do is hold on tight and hope you don't crash and burn. I feel like i'm on this full speed ride and it's continuously going around and around. Some days I just feel like i'm falling and there's no one there to catch me and there's nothing around me for me to grab and make myself steady. Some days I feel like i'm walking alone down an endless desert highway. Sometimes i'm trapped in a glass box where I can see the world and it's just going on without me and i'm trapped inside...can't get out....today feels more like the glass box.